Stop searching for a master; learn to be a disciple instead
Q: I read in a book on “Enlightenment” written by a Buddhist super master – Ching Hai, that at the time of initiation / diksha from a Guru, one would see the inner light within (with inner eye) and hear the inner sound (word of God / vibrations with the inner ear). Although I was fortunate to get Diksha from you (Mother’s Day @ Houston), I failed to see the inner light or hear the inner sound at the time of diksha. Does it mean that I failed to receive a perfect diksha? If that is so, what should I do now? Is a remote re-diksha possible?
A: Sharad Niyogi, you are pretty confused and a lost case. Sharad Niyogi, you seem to be a lost case and quite confused. No.1, what do you mean by this Buddhist “super master”? So there are varieties of masters, an ordinary master, & a super master & a macho master? You really don’t know and if you were trying to experience these lights & sounds, then you should have gone to this great super Buddhist master – Ching Hai to have these high moments of seeing lights & sounds coming up from your mind.
What crap! I am sorry that you haven’t received diksha from me. You were trying to find this great “super” master Ching Hai in me, but unfortunately, no such master resides within me, because I am who I am, and Mr. Ching Hai is Mr. Ching Hai. There is no “remote re-diksha” possible, nor would I like to accept a fool like you again.
Sorry to use the word, but yes, you are a fool. If possible, then do get my book “Sadguru Kaun”. This is a new book which I released on the day of Guru Purnima. Please read that thoroughly, maybe then you will understand what diksha means and what should be expected at the time of diksha and who the Guru is. All of these labels which you have in your head about the “super master”, I am not aware of whether this “super master” can give you these experiences.
I have one more suggestion for you. Forget about the idea of getting “Sadguru Kaun” book, maybe you should go to this Mr. Ching Hai and get your great experiences of seeing the lights and hearing the sounds in your inner ear.