When one affirms “I am aware” or attempts to be aware of thoughts, emotions, actions etc. who is this ‘I’. Is this ‘I’ the ego? If so, then the awareness is still happening at the level of mind but isn’t that awareness supposedly to happen beyond/separate from the mind. How to develop that?
I always know that what I am doing is wrong but still I do that thing. Why can't I control myself? I want to control my mind, my feelings. I had been watching your programs since many years and I believe you as my true Maa. Please help. I want to live good life.