Q : I have been seeking for many years. Once, I had seen a Blue Moon...
It seems very difficult to go inside without your grace, thus I beg you and look forward to your blessings and love.
Navraj Dangal
Answer Navraj, until you reach the final destination, these kinds of emotions are always going to be there. But don't be perturbed because of them. Be rest assured that The One whom you are seeking, is not far away from you, and you are already at your destination.
Now your only question left is that when will you be able to realize yourself and that will happen in due time. But you do have already whom you are seeking.
Gurumaa