Q : I believe, that my love and my heart is devoted to Radha-Krishna. I believe, I find their Lila and love in this world in people. When I chant or hear names of God, I am overcome by aesthetic symptoms of tears, and my voice gets chocked up, my body trembles, I lose my awareness. Are these symptoms of real bhakti or mind is playing just a game. I have asked other devotees and I have been told, it’s my mental speculation but my heart tells me, it is the symptoms of true love. What is your opinion?
Suren Pandya
Answer Suren, if you are sure, that it is love, then why are you interested what people are going to say about it? It is something very personal. Sometimes it can be just a mental disease, it can be infatuation, it can be simple conditioning of the mind and believing in that conditioning, it can be true love but there are so many things which can happen in mind and no one else other than you can know whether it is truly happening or it is a hallucination. So look deeper in your mind.
Gurumaa
