I have just Love!

nothing more and nothing less!....... Gurumaa

Floating is the most relishing experience which any one can have in the water. Any style of swimming is going to give you fatigue and tiredness. It can exhausts you. But when you float, you can float and float for hours. And you still won't be feeling any tiredness.

Have you ever have the experience of floating in some river or in some pond or in some pool, looking at the sky, having the sun rays kissing your skin, the lush warmth of the sun on your skin, the cool breeze is touching to you. You just float and then you may have something cool to drink along with. Wow!

So when surrender happens, you begin to float in meditation. Then you don't have to do it like a chore; then it's not a work; then it's not an effort. 'Oh! I have to meditate.' 'Oh! I have to sit straight.' 'Ah! I have to close the eyes.' You know everything with Oh! And Ah! Then it's gone. Then 'Oh!', 'Aah!' is still there but with very changed connotation. 'Aah! I am meditating.' 'Aah! My eyes are closed.' Words are still same, but the meaning is changed.

Mind has to disappear. Mind has to go because mind is the biggest demon which you are carrying within you, a close associate, without which you think that you don't even exist. But truly speaking, you exist much better and finer when this mind goes.

James! you have come straight to me. You haven't heard me, you haven't listened to me, and you haven't understood me. So these kinds of sessions would be very important for you to go in depth. This is what I teach; this is what I talk about; beauty of trust, beauty of the love, and once this flower of love blooms, nothing is work then. The life becomes so smooth like butter and you still don't slip down. You still move up. A tremendous sense of happiness lingers on with you always.

Once while travelling so far off places, I had come across this one visitor who said, 'Can I touch you?' I said, 'Why? Can't you see me?' He said, 'I can see you but still if you permit, I want to touch you.' I said, 'why?' He said, 'Just to believe that I am in reality in your presence, because I have always seen you on TV and now I am here, so I am pinching myself and yet I am finding it difficult to believe. That's the reason, why I want to touch you.'

I said, 'Ok! come and touch my hand. Be a joyous fellow. If that makes you happy, that's fine.'

Now the relationship which gets build up by their constant listening and learning, that process brings them much more in intimacy with me and that love and that affection...... I am not looking for respect. I hate word 'respect' for me atleast. I am not looking for respect. I don't. But for love I am always ready, because that's the only thing which I can give. I have just love, nothing more and nothing less. Once that love-full feelings are there, things change dramatically.

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